sad heart.
Before I started my course, I had this feeling that
I wasn't meant to be in that department. I was
encouraged by friends and family members to
continue that I'll have interest later on. My
results kept on getting bad but instead of it
motivating me to work harder, it changed me
entirely and I am doubting myself cos I know
how good I was compared to what I keep seeing
on my results.
Does fate really prevent progress or what?
300 level sitting on 1.1 something and I don't
expect it to improve cos I think my mindset is
really affecting it; meaning no matter the amount
of reading I do, it won't really work.
I thought a lot of guys and they're doing pretty
well, don't know what's wrong.
it's appalling when people who look up to you
are doing better than you.
What if I switched departments back then? I
believe things wouldn't have gotten to this stage.
I just need counselling from you guys.
it's really serious and I'm sad.
Even people who used me to brag back then
would be shocked to find out about my current
situation.
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